acid flashback like whoa

6/1/2008 9:55:07 AM

...I couldn't get to sleep at all

6/1/2008 9:56:49 AM

i tried to go to sleep at like 2:30 for all of 5 minutes before i realized it was an exercise in futility.

6/1/2008 10:02:38 AM

I think I blew a gasket or something. I feel so fucked up still.

6/1/2008 11:55:56 AM

she said

6/1/2008 11:56:46 AM

sounds awesome!

6/1/2008 11:56:46 AM

not at all. it sucked actually.

6/1/2008 11:57:27 AM

6/1/2008 11:58:14 AM

so you're a failure

6/1/2008 11:58:26 AM

I, too, have done acid.

6/1/2008 11:58:28 AM

have you ever felt like completely random happenings and things being said over the course of several hours are part of a much larger picture of what's going on in the world that you can't possibly comprehend? it's the most eerie feeling i can possibly describe. i can't tell if everyone knows about it but me or if it's all completely random.

6/1/2008 12:00:04 PM

i think you are referring to the theory of synchronicity... one of my favorite topics.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Synchronicity

6/1/2008 12:01:43 PM

I went to bed early so I could go to church.

Tonight, I will not know what I have done because I started drinking margaritas approximately .012 seconds after I got out of church.

I'm a living contradiction. alcoholic

[Edited on June 1, 2008 at 12:03 PM. Reason : ]

6/1/2008 12:03:07 PM

^^ That seems kind of like what's going on. I'm not sure though. I'm having a hard time processing that article right now. It feels a little more spiritual than the way they describe it in the article, but I don't really know how to classify that because I'm not really a religious type person.

6/1/2008 12:11:29 PM

Oh baby I feel so down

6/1/2008 12:14:09 PM

inner religion can be pretty much explained by psychology... like when you know walking under a ladder will not cause bad luck, but you avoid it anyway "just in case", or because it's tradition. without the search for a higher meaning to this cesspit we've created, many people would not find much of a reason to be kind to each other. i mean, how many people don't do things just because they think they'll go to hell? how many people, given the opportunity, would walk into a completely deserted church, stand in front of the cross, and say "FUCK!" without feeling a twinge of guilt? nobody likes the vision of spending eternity in torment and pain, so it's kind of a make-believe game we've concocted to keep each other in check and try to make the world a safer place. that's my half-baked opinion, though.

[Edited on June 1, 2008 at 12:18 PM. Reason : forgot something]

6/1/2008 12:17:00 PM

Way to turn me off

6/1/2008 12:19:12 PM

...I went to sleep at 4:30. Might be more appropriate in a thread titled 'this morning'.

6/1/2008 12:23:03 PM

i wrote you a letter

6/1/2008 3:37:07 PM