oh we back

oh woe is me

it is a lonely wolfweb tonight

that's right, debbie downer here

1/26/2010 1:32:51 AM

TWW sure is empty tonight.

1/26/2010 1:35:56 AM

inorite wtf

I also feel irl lonely w/o friends

anyone want to be my friend?

god damn I need to quit being an attention whore on here and whining

fml haha

1/26/2010 1:37:24 AM

1/26/2010 2:26:19 AM

^hahahaha

1/26/2010 2:26:53 AM

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2/9/2010 11:04:08 PM

This thread is a vicious motherfuckin circle

2/9/2010 11:05:06 PM

well hello there, Ernie.

nice to hear from you tonight

2/9/2010 11:05:27 PM

poast

plus i'm bored

2/9/2010 11:09:14 PM

Yep. Here I am.

2/9/2010 11:13:00 PM

See doctor. Pop pills. Join group which carries out community service activities. Make friends, feel good about self.

Have bad side effects from pills, consider suicide. Discontinue pills. Spiral into depression. Give up on life for several months, going into hibernation. Emerge, find job, find friends, suffer from anxiety, consider seeing psychiatrist again.

Realize life is meaningless and stop giving a fuck. Everything becomes easier. See psychiatrist and fix those nagging little problems with more magic pills.

The IRL combination wasn't quite like that, but you too can have a shitty experience and change your life. Help a community service group like NCSU's habitat for humanity though and you'll get your social quota for the week while feeling better about yourself and fixing those feelings that tend toward sucide, antisocial activities, and acute loneliness.

2/9/2010 11:15:56 PM

this path ^ i have taken it. unfortunately it did not offer the permanent fix necessary.

plus moving states probably didn't help.

also, just cause i am lonely doesn't mean i need happy pills

2/9/2010 11:17:44 PM

2/9/2010 11:19:30 PM

My path had more personal failure in it and more depression, but it's not to say that loneliness doesn't cause depression or justify TEH PILLS all the lot more.

It was amazing when the medication first started working and, for the first time in what felt like three years, I had feelings again and felt interested in talking to and interacting with human beings again.

[Edited on February 9, 2010 at 11:20 PM. Reason : I'm sort of in the same spot again, waffling between anxiety and depression, so: psych eval.]

2/9/2010 11:19:44 PM

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I wish I could cure my daily pre-work jitters . . my hands are sweating

2/9/2010 11:22:55 PM

yes, and in all fairness i am probably totally depressed too.

but mostly tonight i feel lonely cause i was supposed to go out but because of snow didn't, and then the tv reception has been bad so my tv companionship is missing as well. and despite my normal self blaming attitude one of the things i have never been able to lay on myself is the weather.

2/9/2010 11:23:42 PM

I don't know anybody in the entire fucking state.

How's that for lonely?

2/9/2010 11:23:54 PM

Damn, maybe I shouldn't feel so bad. At least I'm in my home state, near my hometown and in my college town.

2/9/2010 11:25:51 PM

...I would kill. With my bare hands.

2/9/2010 11:26:25 PM

marlndarln feels your pain EuroTitToss

2/9/2010 11:27:14 PM

OH WOE BACK

2/9/2010 11:27:37 PM

2/9/2010 11:27:48 PM

^^^^^ It's all relative, but sometimes your brain is completely and utterly broken and will manage to convince you that your best option in life is to go drive your car into a telephone pole without a seatbelt on in hopes of improving your current condition. Many people will have it worse and many people will have it better. If you can somehow fix your problems by seeing them as less "big" than everybody else's problems, then more power to you. That fix just didn't work for me very long.

[Edited on February 9, 2010 at 11:28 PM. Reason : Ffffffff]

2/9/2010 11:28:02 PM

I might as well be in another state where I am

epic no friends

2/9/2010 11:28:51 PM

^^i end up finally flipping out when people want to point out how good my life is cause from the outside it appears that way.

2/9/2010 11:30:55 PM

bump.

lonely

2/28/2010 1:39:32 AM

i'm just feeling neglected

i'm all alone

tww is letting me down

my bf is out in raleigh

i'm home alone

even the boy that got drunk and tried to kiss me 3 days ago isn't paying attention to me

SIGH

2/28/2010 1:42:06 AM

sad face

2/28/2010 1:43:27 AM

total sad face

i'm so done with boy that tried to kiss me. i mean BESIDES the fact that i have a boyfriend that i won't cheat on. but what good is someone that likes you if they never pay attention to you?

at least put some effort into trying to make out with me. that way i'd at least have someone to talk to right now!

2/28/2010 1:45:23 AM

well to be honest, if i tried to kiss a girl and she rejected it the last thing i'd want to do is have a friendly conversation. should have given him a little tongue and then you wouldn't have any issues at all.

2/28/2010 1:47:00 AM

^^I disapprove of your behavior.

^Seriously.

[Edited on February 28, 2010 at 1:48 AM. Reason : Seriously.]

2/28/2010 1:47:42 AM

hahaha.

it was a half ass attempt at a kiss anyway and he KNOWS i'm not going to kiss him. he has a girlfriend. he's kindof jersey shore ish.

and don't be so judgy. its his fault for liking me!

2/28/2010 1:49:18 AM

lol maybe you are just irresistible


and yeah, i guess if he didn't go for the gold then its his own fault.

2/28/2010 1:50:41 AM

Quote :

"its his fault for liking me!"

It's a fool who looks for logic in the chambers of the human heartpenis

2/28/2010 1:51:02 AM

nah i was just wasted and he probably thought that if there was anytime i'd slip up it'd be then

but even when blackout drunk (well i didn't blackout for that part) i hold my morals HIGH

and i told my bf about it so its not like a secret. just fyi. so people don't think i'm a cheating whore.

[Edited on February 28, 2010 at 2:02 AM. Reason : .]

2/28/2010 1:54:30 AM

2/28/2010 1:57:00 AM

2/28/2010 1:57:52 AM

Quote :

"even the boy that got drunk and tried to kiss me 3 days ago isn't paying attention to me "

What a shocker

2/28/2010 3:17:18 AM

2/28/2010 3:19:57 AM