I find myself staring blankly through the window. I'm not sure how long ago I stopped strumming my guitar, but a faint vibration lingers throughout the body. The fingers of my left hand are still moving, shaping the chords, the sounds of my sorrow. "Fuck you" in E-flat. Rousing myself, I look at the clock. Is that am or pm? A silly question, you might think. But an important one all the same, for the answer will decide which bottle I open. Uppers or downers? Fuck it, maybe I'll take 'em all. Put an end to this droning monotony once and for all. No, I don't want to end it like that. If I'm going to off myself, I want to make it spectacular. I want people all over the world to lay in their beds at night, afraid to close their eyes. Because, implanted on the back of their eyelids, is a picture of my horrific, savage, self-inflicted demise.

You probably think I'm some kind of weirdo, a freak. Well, you're right. If I denied it, you could label me delusional as well. I'm not sure how I ended up this way. I could take you through some arduous timeline back to my childhood to when I lost my mommy at the merry-go-round, but I think that's a crock of shit.

3/11/2010 4:38:06 AM

what the fuck just doesnt quite cut it

3/11/2010 4:41:30 AM

I can't imagine a better compliment.

3/11/2010 4:44:58 AM

Yeah I googled this with no results.

WHAT THE FUCK.

3/11/2010 4:54:59 AM

youre welcome man

3/11/2010 4:55:29 AM

^^Yeah, I wrote it.

3/11/2010 4:56:36 AM

mmmmmmm

3/11/2010 5:01:49 AM

^^i wouldnt claim that shit man thats fuckin terrifying im just sayin you might need to hit up that psych evaluation

[Edited on March 11, 2010 at 5:04 AM. Reason : ;]

3/11/2010 5:02:05 AM

huh

3/11/2010 5:03:02 AM

Haha, it's not a reflection of my inner workings. I enter into a different place when I write. My own feelings are rather uninteresting.

3/11/2010 5:04:19 AM

oh shit I thought that was you that made stateredneck's last post, i was like ...wat

3/11/2010 5:05:22 AM

mkay well im not gonna lie that is reassuring

3/11/2010 5:05:51 AM

Yeah I'm not planning to off myself or anything, it's all in the interest of entertainment.

3/11/2010 5:07:16 AM

Quote :

"Yeah I'm not planning to off myself or anything, it's all in the interest of entertainment."

sadly, people ARE entertained by a good suicide

3/11/2010 8:23:55 AM

Shouldn't a suicide be good for something?

3/11/2010 8:24:42 AM

^

Also, "omg suicide" isn't what you people were supposed to come away with.

3/11/2010 11:33:10 AM

Worst lyrics thread ever.

3/11/2010 11:33:52 AM

3/11/2010 11:36:18 AM