fuck it

nobody in their right mind would want to date something like me. i'm not even sure why i still try.

</gay_ass_homo_emo_shit>

free thread

12/25/2009 1:30:09 AM

cheer up!

12/25/2009 1:30:51 AM

come on man not on christmas day

have some dignity

12/25/2009 1:30:53 AM

Merry Christmas!

12/25/2009 1:31:01 AM

maybe you should go after women instead

easier targets

12/25/2009 1:31:41 AM

hah

christmas always does this shit to me. it reminds me of how lonely i actually am. seems like everybody but me has someone to love and cuddle with and shit today.

12/25/2009 1:32:09 AM

Quote :

"seems like everybody but me has someone to love and cuddle with and shit today."

nope.

12/25/2009 1:33:05 AM

i too am unloveable and going to die alone with 90 cats

everyone tells me so

12/25/2009 1:33:41 AM

Whether you die alone or with somebody, you're still dead.

12/25/2009 1:36:18 AM

i have a lot of love to give

it's just that i'm ugly as shit

12/25/2009 1:36:36 AM

i too am unloveable and going to die alone with 90 cats

I am allergic to cats

12/25/2009 1:36:59 AM

i also have the added fun of being a homo

12/25/2009 1:37:43 AM

If you think you're going to die alone, then you're not drinking enough. Mainly because you're not passed out.

12/25/2009 1:39:10 AM

already working on it.

MERRY CHRISTMAS

12/25/2009 1:40:06 AM

Cheer up son, being alone is better than being with the wrong person. Also, you've got your health and all.

How was babby Jesus formed?

12/25/2009 1:43:36 AM

^ Pre-martial sex and an unwillingness to admit to her sin.

12/25/2009 1:44:38 AM

true. being with the wrong person sucks just as much.

life is just so much more awesome when you have someone to share it with, as gay as that sounds.

(there needs to be an INVISIBLE IMMACULATE CONCEPTION lolcat)

12/25/2009 1:45:16 AM

evan u can cuddle me

12/25/2009 1:46:08 AM

it's a trap. his face feels like sandpaper.

12/25/2009 1:48:40 AM

if only you liked d00dz.

[Edited on December 25, 2009 at 1:49 AM. Reason : ^it's ok, mine does too]

12/25/2009 1:48:55 AM

Quote :

"Cheer up son, being alone is better than being with the wrong person"

True.

I'm 30 years old, and I've only had one real girlfriend (i.e., beyond girls i've dated casually for a month or two). That one was an absolute exercise in misery, and I only stayed with her because she was my daughter's mother and I was really hoping that she would eventually figure out how to not be a complete thorn in my side, but that seemed to be the one thing she was really gifted at.

I have no intention of doing anything differently, either. I'd love for the right girl to come along, but I'll have what I want or nothing at all.


[Edited on December 25, 2009 at 1:53 AM. Reason : ]

12/25/2009 1:49:55 AM

maybe it's just a personality flaw on my part, but i feel like part of the reason i exist is to fall in love with someone and make them happy.

12/25/2009 1:52:42 AM

Baby don't cry, I hope you got your head up, evan when the road is hard, never give up

12/25/2009 1:52:58 AM

gotta love some tupac

12/25/2009 1:54:58 AM

Quote :

"I have no intention of doing anything differently, either. I'd love for the right girl to come along, but I'll have what I want or nothing at all."

TRUE FUCKING STORY

12/25/2009 1:55:26 AM

i'm one of those people that would settle for whatever i can get, i think...

i can't really afford to be picky.

12/25/2009 1:56:02 AM

maybe you're only purpose in life is to break other boy's hearts and make them cry.

12/25/2009 1:56:05 AM

i really hate hurting people :\ i've even stayed in relationships with people before just because i didn't want to put them through that shit

12/25/2009 1:57:20 AM

the right person always comes along when you least expect it

12/25/2009 1:58:57 AM

this year I have learned it is far worse to be in a relationship with someone that you will never truly love, than to be single. I'd rather be single any day, than be with someone just because they love me or just because i don't want to be single.

And once you find someone worth your time and effort, you'll be that much more grateful for them.

12/25/2009 2:03:42 AM

that's the thing though

i'm scared i'll never find someone like that

12/25/2009 2:04:59 AM

there are plenty of fish in the sea. they all look alike, and you need bait.

12/25/2009 2:08:35 AM

i have no bait

my face looks exactly like this:

12/25/2009 2:09:46 AM

you're still young, love. You'll find a wonderful man and treats you right and loves you dearly.

But you have to love yourself first. No one will take the time to love you, if you can't even love yourself.

12/25/2009 2:09:52 AM

^ yeah... just make alot of money

12/25/2009 2:09:53 AM

^^yeah, i think that's my big problem right now. i sorta kinda hate myself.

12/25/2009 2:10:56 AM

I only hear good things spoken about you and that on tww.

Sounds like you're being a little hard on yourself.

12/25/2009 2:13:23 AM

if you're self loathing, you may be able to find someone to grow old doing S&M shit with.

12/25/2009 2:14:19 AM

haha, see, i didn't used to be like this

then i got all fat and shit and started hating myself

now that i'm pretty much not, i'm having a hard time reverting back to how i used to feel about myself... i mean, i wasn't narcissistic or anything, but i certainly didn't hate myself.

12/25/2009 2:15:33 AM

yeah man it's probably all in your head, I started hitting the gym more and lost just 10-20 pounds and that made all the difference in my game. I was depressed for 6 months or so, couldn't sleep, didn't want to wake up or leave the house... now I date girls that I used to think were way out of my league.

12/25/2009 2:16:05 AM

I've only ever had random short-term girlfriends - which is cool and all, but I'd like to have a real girlfriend that I can actually start doing shit for. Not some chick that I just hookup with - a lot. But honestly, none of the girls I've been with are girls that I want to stay with. I know what I want, and I refuse to settle for anything less. I know the right girl exists for me, I just have to be patient enough to find her. So, dammit, I will.

12/25/2009 2:23:22 AM

If you're alone on Christmas something is horribly wrong. No friends to invite you over? If I was in Raleigh I would. No one should chill alone on Christmas.

12/25/2009 3:07:41 AM

I'll probably die alone, and I've spent a couple of xmases alone. It's not that bad when you don't particularly care about human companionship.

12/25/2009 3:16:59 AM

i consider myself a bit of a loner, but I would much rather enjoy a holiday with a drinking buddy at the very least....

12/25/2009 3:20:56 AM

i'm not a loner whatsoever :\ that's what makes it suck so much... i've basically isolated myself from the friends i had before since i started the whole hating myself thing, and i'm just now starting to make new friends... they're hard to find, though

but nah, i'm not really alone, per se. i'm in wilmington at my parents' house, which, in some ways, is a whole lot worse.

12/25/2009 3:26:11 AM

12/25/2009 3:41:28 AM

All culture is just something to distract us from the knowledge that we are going to die one day

12/25/2009 5:20:15 AM

you just have to move out of cary, go to california or NY and you will have a better chance finding love!

12/25/2009 7:26:42 AM

or AIDS

12/25/2009 8:30:27 AM

?t?m?p

12/25/2009 8:39:33 AM