I was in a relationship with this girl for almost 2 years. We were extremely close. We talked nearly every single day. I would write her letters, send her gifts, and do all sorts of things for her. I honestly cannot think of a single thing that I couldn't have done for her. She was everything I ever wanted; she was absolutely gorgeous, her sense of humor was perfectly fitted to my own, and we had a lot of common interests. We always talked about things to each other that I never would have ever imagined talking about with to another human being. We were so close to each other, and it felt so beautiful. I was convinced in my mind that there couldn't possibly be anybody else out there for me.

Over the past six months, we started drifting apart. She started caring less and less, and I eventually found out she met some other guy who moved to Baltimore. She told me she was going to move there and that she wanted to marry him, but I didn't believe it at the time. I couldn't believe it. I didn't see how she could possibly do that to me, especially after all I had done for her and after all the feelings I felt with her.

She moved to Baltimore two days ago. I cannot even begin to describe just the type of pain I am going through other than the fact it is severe and stronger in magnitude than any I have ever felt in my entire life. I feel like a huge chunk of my soul has not been taken from me as much as it has been ripped out. I honestly feel like it's never going to end. Like I'm going to feel like this forever. Like I'll never meet somebody who was as beautiful; somebody who had eyes like hers, a smile like hers, a voice and laugh like hers, a sense of humor like hers, everything like that. Like I'll never meet somebody that I can talk about the same things I used to talk to her about; like I'll never meet somebody I can be that close to, feel the things I did, and be in a position to give all the things I used to give again. I try talking about it with people, and it helps temporarily, but the pain always comes back to rear its ugly head. I feel like it's never going to go away. To be quite honest, I don't really know what to do with myself. I feel so fucking awful and I have no clue how I'm going to be even remotely close to being worth a fuck in school tomorrow. I just wish there was something I could do. Something to make this go away. I just don't know.

1/11/2010 12:44:27 AM

tldr

1/11/2010 12:45:08 AM

there were no prince of bel-air lyrics at the end

1/11/2010 12:45:48 AM

?

1/11/2010 12:47:13 AM

Time is the only thing, man. It'll get better.

1/11/2010 12:47:18 AM

sorry about your circumstances. not sure posting this in chit chat is going to help make you feel better

accept that your life has changed. don't dwell on the past

1/11/2010 12:47:21 AM

Quote :

"there were no prince of bel-air lyrics at the end"

That was my first thought

1/11/2010 12:47:47 AM

Quote :

"We were so close to each other, and it felt so beautiful. I was convinced in my mind that there couldn't possibly be anybody else out there for me."

Apparently you were wrong. It sucks right now, but you'll get over it.

[Edited on January 11, 2010 at 12:50 AM. Reason : asdfas]

1/11/2010 12:49:31 AM

you`ll probably flip out in a week or two and go to baltimore and try to make her come back, then settle in for 6 months or so of deep depression. eventually you`ll put your dick in some other chicks and think about her less and less until months can go by without even a fleeting thought.

1/11/2010 12:50:00 AM

Sorry for your loss - gotta just keep going on with life and be optimistic.

For example - maybe that Baltimore dude only tapped it one night this weekend, not both.

1/11/2010 12:50:11 AM

sorry, man...I'm really, really sorry

time is the only cure...just know that it will get better

slowly, very slowly...but one day it will be better

and you will find love again, and it will last

1/11/2010 12:50:14 AM

get hot. get rich. find a girl hotter than her and give her a giant ass diamond ring.

then buy a giant ass wedding announcement in the baltimore newspaper to rub it in her face.

the end

1/11/2010 12:51:56 AM

^LOL winner

1/11/2010 12:52:21 AM

^^ who reads the newspaper anymore?

1/11/2010 12:54:12 AM

probably the same people who actually read the OP

1/11/2010 12:55:19 AM

it'll get better with time

best thing you can do is let it go now and not worry yourself sick over what shes doing in baltimore

1/11/2010 12:55:43 AM

or what baltimore is doing in her

1/11/2010 12:56:13 AM

or who she is doing in baltimore

[Edited on January 11, 2010 at 12:57 AM. Reason : ^fuck you mine makes more sense]

1/11/2010 12:56:45 AM

it's like you people feed off despair - it's eViagra

1/11/2010 12:57:41 AM

yes, all of the above are correct

i was in a similar boat when i was much younger and let the breakup drag out much longer than I should have.

once I realized there are other fish in the sea, my life became a lot better

1/11/2010 12:58:00 AM

wait. so are you saying that we eat sadness with our boners?

1/11/2010 12:59:01 AM

i feel like mine made good enough sense, plus i was faster

1/11/2010 1:01:30 AM

tl; dr

1/11/2010 1:02:13 AM

no mine was definitely better. and I was watching tv whilst tdubbing it distracted me.

stfu no one under 1000 posts can win

1/11/2010 1:02:55 AM

k i went back and skimmed and it sounds like youre a pussy

i think the best thing to do here is get over it and stop crying into your dildos

1/11/2010 1:04:02 AM

SO TUFF

[Edited on January 11, 2010 at 1:05 AM. Reason : yes i win this battle of so tuffness by a few seconds ]

1/11/2010 1:04:23 AM

so tuff

[Edited on January 11, 2010 at 1:04 AM. Reason : DAMN IT]

1/11/2010 1:04:41 AM

LOL dropdeadkate asserting her dominant post count status ITT

1/11/2010 1:04:54 AM

^^^^^ same goes for people with blue hair

^^^^ lol

1/11/2010 1:05:36 AM

i worked hard at procrastinating to earn this post count ok

it hasn't been blue for years and you should probably not admit to stalking my photo gallery n00blet

1/11/2010 1:05:44 AM

tuff or not (definitely fucking tuff) parentcanpay needs to realize that even though he was into her, she was into things that diodnt suck ass and pee the bed, so she bailed and went to nail ray lewis and the charm city cakes staff

1/11/2010 1:06:43 AM

i am in love with mary alice omg

1/11/2010 1:07:35 AM

Hey kiddo, just think, at least you have this on her:

She's living in Baltimore, you aren't. That's +1 for you!

1/11/2010 1:08:31 AM

Username : Daropack
Status : All American
Posts : 702 (0.3 per day)
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Registered : 10/29/2003 (2265.2 days ago)

LOL

1/11/2010 1:08:49 AM

words

1/11/2010 1:09:07 AM

seeing as OP hasn't responded, i'm gonna go ahead and start a poll on how long it takes him to actually off himself

he's probably crying in the bathroom right now

[Edited on January 11, 2010 at 1:10 AM. Reason : ^^ he is a n00b until he hits quadruple post count digits mmmkay]

[Edited on January 11, 2010 at 1:11 AM. Reason : ^^ also FUCK YOU FOR TAKING HIS SIDE i am un-e-friending you ]

1/11/2010 1:09:35 AM

yeah if you are gonna cry, at least get a tear in your jack daniels to water it down a little bit

1/11/2010 1:10:18 AM

lolz MOAR LIKE PARENTCANPAYFORTHERAPY

1/11/2010 1:10:58 AM

thinking out loud - cant tell if th3or is talking shit about me or not..

also - a blanket cosign of anything betteroffdead has said\will say in this thread

[Edited on January 11, 2010 at 1:12 AM. Reason : .]

1/11/2010 1:11:35 AM

LOL maybe I was wrong

sorry ddk

[Edited on January 11, 2010 at 1:13 AM. Reason : asdf]

1/11/2010 1:12:23 AM

IDIOT

its the internet

its not thinking out loud. its just typing

1/11/2010 1:12:26 AM

FUCK YOU BALTIMORE!!

1/11/2010 1:12:45 AM

blanket cosign retracted

1/11/2010 1:13:18 AM

Sorry for your loss, bud. Hopefully you will get over your diminished appetite soon and be able to move on. Time heals all most wounds.

There are more girls out there like her, but better because they will be loyal.

1/11/2010 1:13:29 AM

no one likes you I win

1/11/2010 1:13:31 AM

1/11/2010 1:14:10 AM

lots of good advice ITT. i was pretty much in the exact same situation (except with a dude) and i'm just now getting over it.

i know you're going to hear this a million times, and you don't fucking believe a word of it right now, but listen to me: it gets better. shit happens for a reason. there are other people out there who are just as good (if not better). yes, i realize it doesn't feel like you're ever going to meet anyone like her again (i felt the same way for the better part of a YEAR)... but you will. it happens. it just takes time... and lots of it.

the best thing you can possibly do right now is remove any sort of ties you have back to her (facebook, contacts on your phone, ANYTHING that would remind you of her). yes, it sucks... but trust me. you'll never get over her if you keep having to read about shit she's doing on facebook. i learned this the hard way.

and to those of you being dicks about this: shut the fuck up. i'd be willing to bet every single one of you has felt this way at some point in your life. if you haven't, and you go through life without ever feeling that passionately for someone, you've pretty much wasted it.

Quote :

"sorry about your circumstances. not sure posting this in chit chat is going to help make you feel better accept that your life has changed. don't dwell on the past"

if there is one thing that i have learned in my short time so far here, it's that dwelling on the past serves no purpose whatsoever. your life will get a shit ton better once you realize that.

Quote :

"Time is the only thing, man. It'll get better."

truth... lots of time.

Quote :

"you`ll probably flip out in a week or two and go to baltimore and try to make her come back, then settle in for 6 months or so of deep depression. eventually you`ll put your dick in some other chicks and think about her less and less until months can go by without even a fleeting thought."

that's pretty much how these things work.

Quote :

"time is the only cure...just know that it will get better slowly, very slowly...but one day it will be better and you will find love again, and it will last"

yep.

Quote :

"best thing you can do is let it go now and not worry yourself sick over what shes doing in baltimore"

yepppp.

Quote :

"i was in a similar boat when i was much younger and let the breakup drag out much longer than I should have. once I realized there are other fish in the sea, my life became a lot better"

exactly.

1/11/2010 1:15:47 AM

evan you left out my advice. which was obviously the best.

1/11/2010 1:16:30 AM

I can't really say I posted this on TWW looking for sympathy

it was more of a reaction of just feeling really, really bad and wanting an outlet to say what I felt. It's pretty late and most of my friends are asleep anyway, so it just seemed like the thing to do at the time

However, some of you really are some sick, twisted fucks

1/11/2010 1:16:37 AM

set em up

I haven't read yet so I can't sympathize with ya

1/11/2010 1:16:53 AM