It's just one of those days where you get nothing accomplished that you wanted to and somehow you manage to take a step backward. I'm not happy with anything in my life right now. I'm stuck in two pseudo relationships where I'm not happy. Gwen is a fucking lost cause as far as I'm concerned. I don't even know why I fucking bother. I can't hang out with her without one of us feeling the need to cry, cause we both lead such shitty lives. Emily, I don't know. I'm settling is what I'm doing. On the surface she adores me but I find her rather annoying. Yet I'm not entirely sure I do. She's one of those girls that always has a smile on their face. She's self-confident, relatively good looking. Here's an interesting thought...she personifies everything that I pretend to be. I come off as a strong-willed/arrogant person that seems to never get rattled, and yet underneath I have nothing to back it up with. I'm miserable, but I keep living life showing the few people that see me on a daily basis a face that says I'm just fine. I really wish that fucking terrorist had fucking shot me the other day, it probably would have put things into perspective for me, but instead I carry on confused. I mean, what do I do? I have all these problems with myself. I see them every time I look in the mirror, and I can be strong willed enough to get a switchblade pulled on me the other day, but I can't get myself motivated enough to take a fucking shower or work out. I really want to give up this semester, but my mom got scared and said you're moving with your auntie and your uncle in belair. I whistled for a cab and when it came near the license plate said fresh and there were dice in the mirror. If anything I could say that this cab was rare but I thought naw forget it, yo holmes to belair. I pulled up to the house about seven or eight and said to the cabbie yo holmes smell ya later. Looked at my kingdom, I was finally there, to sit on my throne as the prince of belair.

1/30/2010 9:12:36 AM

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"but my mom got scared and said you're moving with your auntie and your uncle in belair. I whistled for a cab and when it came near the license plate said fresh and there were dice in the mirror. If anything I could say that this cab was rare but I thought naw forget it, yo holmes to belair. I pulled up to the house about seven or eight and said to the cabbie yo holmes smell ya later. Looked at my kingdom, I was finally there, to sit on my throne as the prince of belair."

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1/30/2010 9:21:02 AM

Lounge?

1/30/2010 9:25:58 AM

^^
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1/30/2010 9:28:40 AM

lol the fresh prince shit still gets me LOLing

i think its the transition

1/30/2010 9:57:19 AM

I PMed the mods to request a move to chitchat.... Didn't mean to post it in the lounge

1/30/2010 10:09:56 AM

yo holmes!

1/30/2010 10:16:57 AM

I hope you feel better man

1/30/2010 10:32:33 AM

I can't believe smell ya later replaced goodbye.

1/30/2010 10:34:43 AM

I'd appreciate these more if I didn't immediately scan for bel air.

1/30/2010 10:45:43 AM